I'm so freaking disgusted by your blog. Like come on? I thought you'll be more loyal than that. I seriously felt like puking...

On a lighter note, taobao spree 1 is closed! :3 total amounts to $210 D: zomg right!! Ouch hehe xD







6th day after eoy; 9 more days to holiday. These figures are enticing yet i'm not rejoicing. Why you might asked... Yes i'm vexed. 4days from now, an important decision that might affect my future had to be made. I'm afraid: Afraid of making the wrong decision. Afraid i'll suffer. Afraid i'll regret. Afraid i cant cope.  There's 1001 reasons why i always run away. But i cant do it now. Or else, i'll surely regret (like come on, let teachers choose for you? 2 words : NO WAY!) Okay. i'll leave that till tomorrow to decide since i'll get to see the rest of my marks tomorrow. Let's talk about today :). Today we got back 2 papers: Chinese and Maths. For starters, i'll start with my chinese. (Its worse so oh wells @.@)

Chinese: I asked Ah Huang on msn yesterday about my chinese marks: he said i passed but didnt do so well... Hmm, its a borderline pass alright. But its okay i guess... I really dont have enough time to complete...

Next maths: Maths seriously perks me up :D I got an A1 *twist twist* I've always took pride in my maths and i'm glad it turned out alright :) I can only hope the best for my science now... (Those scheming teachers... fweak you!)

Now: Online shopping = i'm finding stuff to buy... So far, the stuff i am thinking to buy amounts to SGD56++ without shipping @.@ i'm still finding more stuff to buy ;3 (And my previous online loots havent arrived yet-> this sat: cant wait)

PS: Pandora Hearts is one of the best animes ever! Intriguing storyline, Pretty characters, Superb music! The music is seriously one of the best. Bloody rabbit is a must! (: Now watching monochrome factor and Special A. Spirit Akira is Hot!



I've decided to distant myself from you. Yes, i am selfish. But i dont want to get hurt anymore. I'll wait for the results and decided again...

EDIT: I dont know how to express my feelings in front of you. Deep down i am glad. But i can't show it at your face. At least we'll be together a little longer. Thank you my friend :)



Some things are just not meant to be huh... The cloud's been cleared but something else is blocking my way... Only time will tell and only time will heal. I've been wrong to trust in friends...



Why do i feel that you dont treat me as how i treat you?... I really dont know what's going on in your heart... I feel betrayed, crushed. I know its not your fault this time but i just cant help feeling sore about it. Did you even consider my feelings. I've been looking forward to the meeting like since common tests started? No... way before common tests started because i know that going out with you is a rare occasion. I'm not angry about this... I'm just sad that you expressed your 'apology' with a word "sry" you didnt even use the proper word! Maybe that's oversensitivity on my part, but if you indeed do know me well enough, you'll know that's my personality... I care even about the slightest details. Even the smallest thing that you do makes me happy. But the point is... you didnt do any of them... I look forward to your concern but i dont receive them. I expressed how much i like you (as a friend) and you didn't even bother to reply them... Am i expressing myself too much? I dont know what to think anymore... I feel like an idiot. Hoping that you would one day cast a glance at me. I was wrong;; you really do not understand me... What a big idiot i am...



Hello peeps. I will be cosplaying this year :) had bought my costume already ^^ Now left my weapon,boots and accessories... Hmm, i wont be wearing contacts as i am afraid it'll spoil my eyes... sad >< and i am using my real hair too (hope that it could grow till my waist by end of year) well do support! ^^ PLUS: anyone knows a good place which sell boots? ><