Suddenly, i realised that i'm such a bother to my fwens... i dunno why but i suddenly felt that i m so insignificant in my fwen's heart. i tink that sum of dem dun even take me as their fwen... And the stupid homework keep piling up and i dun understand a single word the teacher is crapping about... All of you are going up but i m the only one falling... And i bet this post wun be read by anyone... my so called 'best fwen' dosen't even cared about my existance anymore. She will be like if i m dere so be it... If i m not dere, its beta. Who am i to you? Do you even care about me? These questions always pop up to my head... But wad can i do? i can only paste a smile onto my face everytime i see you. When it does hurt, i can only bury it to the depths of my heart. When i'm sad, can you even sense it? NO! All u do is treat me as sumone who is always smiling and always come to me when u are in trouble. But when i ask u for help... do u even care? you will make all sorts of excuse to turn away. I m real sick of this...