Why do i feel that you dont treat me as how i treat you?... I really dont know what's going on in your heart... I feel betrayed, crushed. I know its not your fault this time but i just cant help feeling sore about it. Did you even consider my feelings. I've been looking forward to the meeting like since common tests started? No... way before common tests started because i know that going out with you is a rare occasion. I'm not angry about this... I'm just sad that you expressed your 'apology' with a word "sry" you didnt even use the proper word! Maybe that's oversensitivity on my part, but if you indeed do know me well enough, you'll know that's my personality... I care even about the slightest details. Even the smallest thing that you do makes me happy. But the point is... you didnt do any of them... I look forward to your concern but i dont receive them. I expressed how much i like you (as a friend) and you didn't even bother to reply them... Am i expressing myself too much? I dont know what to think anymore... I feel like an idiot. Hoping that you would one day cast a glance at me. I was wrong;; you really do not understand me... What a big idiot i am...